My going two entire days without a diet coke...
I realized I was seriously addicted. To what you ask, fizz? Caffeine? Well, maybe. But I think the real answer is aspartame. I'm hoping that giving it up will help reduce my sugar cravings.
Losing weight is very important to me right now. Some men still think I am attractive or even beautiful at this weight, but the date I had on Sunday looked at me otherwise. I liked him, so it hurt. He seemed to enjoy talking with me enough to linger two and a half hours over lunch, but at the end of the date he gave me a quick hug and said "Well, that was a nice way to spend an afternoon."
Indeed.
I went home and screamed and threw things. Actually I just sat in front of my computer and finished a school project, because what else can one do?
The fact that I thought my hair looked too gold and so had it dyed a color I can only describe as taupe probably didn't help. I have another hair appointment tomorrow.
Yes, I know. He wasn't right for me, it's not meant to be, blah, blah. I wasn't looking to marry him. I just would like the chance to get to know him better. Maybe in a month, after I've lost ten pounds and no longer have taupe hair I'll call him.
And yes, of course, I will continue to get out and meet others.
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